Logic has no imagination
"Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?
"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada
"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant
"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan
"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"
- Nike
"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."
"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
 
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams
I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight
[chorus]
You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean
[chorus]
And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Sunday, December 25, 2005
i think i have a jealousy problem... get jealous too easily... suspicion just needs to arise for me to get jealous or get pissed... i have too great a thirst for knowledge... and i like to assume too much... i hate it, but i guess i live life under paranoia at times... it's kinda ridiculous...
there's so much stuff i dont know.. and i want to know, but dont wanna know at the same time.. i fear the truth... the past is not supposed to haunt us... not talking bout my personal past... damn it... but if a person is a total idiot in the past, isnt it likely that the same person will be a total idiot in the future?
if a person went out with a total retard and did retarded shit, whats the chances that the person would go out with a total retard in the future and do retarded shit in the future? random speculation and assumptions..
i get angry just thinking, not even knowing... this isnt healthy... i dont want to know... but i need to know... just to satisfy the brain...
how awkward would it be to ask about the past about ppl... ppl's past interest me a lot... do ppl always learn from the past? should they be judged based on their past? if not, what can they be judged on? shouldnt judge ppl? why not? what if i need to... whats the solution.. if i have to judge.. what do i judge ppl on.. their actions, their history, or their potential? a combination? good potential, alright actions, bad history.. whats the conclusion to this combination?
i need to train my mind to think...
i need to train my body to endure hardship...
it's Christmas, i can dream... and bitch.. just not.. good