Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Saturday, January 29, 2011

i cant stop it, i shouldnt even bother
im gonna grow up to be like my father
i hate that, it doesnt make sense
it's my sixth sense talking, it makes me tense
i thought roller coasters changed my life
but it aint helping me find my wife
i still got no balls to do what i wanna do
it works in my head but when it's game time, i pause and bend down to tie my shoe
im choking, im panicking, this girl, she got me trippin
all i can picture is rejection, i'd rather get an ass-kickin
so here i am now
the time has passed and i was a pussy, meow
im off to hk with no girl in my arm
sound the alarm, no gain but no harm
i guess i've reverted to my cowardly ways
i hate it and thats the way it's been always
i hope the next three weeks will give me some perspective
the vacation will be good and refreshing but it's subjective
to my mindset cause if i think, i am
i dont wanna be uncle sam
i'll change my ways and not my skin
in the end, i just wanna win


posted by jonathan at 7:28 p.m. ||

Sunday, January 23, 2011

in the end, i didnt have the gut
to say what i feel, all i could was stare at her butt
it didnt matter how buzzed i was
no number of drinks could do it becuz
i didnt get the vibes that she was that into me
i dont wanna be that wheelchair guy from glee
i didnt want pity
not even from a girl so pretty
so if she's not into me, that's fine
just dont send me mixed vibes and waste my time
unless she's in the same boat as me and doenst know what she wants
showing multiple defensive coverages and several hundred fronts
then maybe we're more alike than she thinks
maybe next time i'll do something if she winks


posted by jonathan at 5:57 p.m. ||

Monday, January 17, 2011

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me that you're awfully sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
'cause with you I’m in my fuckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it


posted by jonathan at 9:33 p.m. ||

this song makes me move:


posted by jonathan at 1:23 a.m. ||

Saturday, January 15, 2011

im amazed that i can be this stupid
no smarter than cupid
when he tried to put me and you together
we werent meant to last forever
we aint have beens, we never was
i must be drunk, or just feeling a buzz
we cool, we'd be doing at a jackrabbit pace
you know i like you for more than just below the waist
im just mumbling jumbling, you cant hate
dont believe in me, believe in fate


posted by jonathan at 1:52 a.m. ||

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

need to strive
to feel alive
im so scared
but i dont care
anything is better than this
this aint bliss
but damn it, i love life, gotta make the most of it
gotta get by with more than my lame ass jokes and my wit
as biggie once said "damn right i love the life i live, cause it went from negative to positive"


posted by jonathan at 8:17 p.m. ||

Monday, January 10, 2011

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Your's so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.


posted by jonathan at 10:09 p.m. ||

Sunday, January 09, 2011

such conflicting views on what to do

but screw it all

im doing what no one recommended. and actually what everyone recommended against doing


posted by jonathan at 11:35 p.m. ||

Saturday, January 08, 2011

cant seem to beat these ppl at poker...

they're hitting all their cards...

and when im pushing the action, they always seem to have it... making ridiculous calls and hitting their outs :(

i wish i hit my outs.... not talking bout poker, heh


posted by jonathan at 3:31 a.m. ||

Thursday, January 06, 2011

so much to do

yet i feel like i have nothing to do. that i will be bored

i feel like i procrastinate so that i'll have something to do....

like if i ever worked hard, i would do everything and have nothing to do...



posted by jonathan at 11:19 p.m. ||

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

in poker,

if i have a real good hand, i like to slow play and extract money from as many players as i can...

if i have a bad hand, i fold or try to play for as little as possible

if i have an ok hand, i will be aggressively to try to win the pot.....

but this is life...

i have no clue what to do.

i have no read. i dont know what my hand is. i dont know how good my opponent is

my gut is empty on this one.

trial and error is possible. it's best if i dont think about failure


posted by jonathan at 12:17 a.m. ||

Saturday, January 01, 2011

no tv. no desk. sitting on the ground. falling asleep constantly

ghetto way to start 2011, ha


posted by jonathan at 9:15 p.m. ||

i hate assuming

dunno what to think

i wonder what 2011 will bring


posted by jonathan at 5:00 a.m. ||

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