Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Saturday, August 30, 2008

Jimmy Eat World - Dizzy

You close your eyes and kiss your hand then you blow it.
But it isn't meant for me, and I notice
If the choice was ours alone,
Then why'd we both choose letting go?
Does it end like this?

Time never had a chance to heal your heart
Just a number always counting down to a new start
If you always knew the truth
Then the world would spin around you
Are you dizzy yet?

Respectfully, so honestly I'm calling out
Do you hear the conversation we talk about?
Back away to the safety of a quiet house
If there's half a chance in this moment
When your eyes meet mine, we show it off.

All talk and not a lot to think, we were living dreams
And she never crept close to our naked feet
If there's something left to lose,
Then don't let me wear out my shoes
I'm still walking.

I tried, but it rang and rang, I called all night
On a payphone, remember those from another life?
If everything I meant to you,
You can lick and seal then fold in two
Then I've been so blind.


Oh, oh take it all back, take the first, the last and only.
Oh, oh take it all back, take it all back,
Everything you showed me.
Oh, oh this must be how it feels when the feeling goes

I told you as I hovered, I never felt this way
You said I have the shot that stops my clock
Baby it's OK
You said you'd never have regrets
Jesus, is there someone yet
Who got their wish; did you get yours, babe?



posted by jonathan at 11:45 p.m. ||

ppl have no concept of context or big picture..

some ppl think they're good in their own little bubble. but really, if they see themselves in the whole, they're not that good.. then maybe they wouldnt be so cocky... the funniest, yet annoying, thing is when ppl talk big cause they think they're some kind of superstar


played great poker.. didnt leave with great money..

1 regret:

-folding pocket queens before flop after getting reraised for $244

1 bad beat..

that's ok

-28 in 3.5 hours.

they got rid of 1-2 at fallsview. how dare they. had to play 2-5


posted by jonathan at 11:31 p.m. ||

Monday, August 25, 2008

the thing about great epic games is that there has to be a loser

charis definitely played a winning game. the fact that they lost is heartbreaking, even for me. maybe it's cause i've been on the other side many times...

there were many moments where i thought we would win.. then we would lose... it's like both teams werent gonna let the other team win... it was a battle of will, as cliche as it sounds.

as someone told me recently,

"whoever wins wins. thats the pain and beauty of it"

go h2o. enjoy.


posted by jonathan at 10:53 p.m. ||

we did it!!!

h2o are champs!!!!!!!!

game of our lives against charis. oh my.

gg all


posted by jonathan at 2:02 a.m. ||

Sunday, August 24, 2008


if we were to jail idiots, 90% of the world would be in jail.


5 hours till finals. oh baby


posted by jonathan at 1:32 p.m. ||

Saturday, August 23, 2008

The darkness frightens me, but what it does to us frightens me even more. Maybe this is why I do what I do. I chase the darkness to make room for the light.

Chasing Darkness... go read it.. go read all of Robert Crais' books.


go go go


posted by jonathan at 1:37 a.m. ||

Thursday, August 21, 2008

i feel like i discovered the whole ukranian community at the library during lunch hours playing chess... intense. but im game. i'll play the role of young unknowing punk


bolt rules


i feel like chances of me having west nile are high with all these mosquito bites.. and i DO feel fatigue..


i skipped out on bball tonight cause i was so tired and i need to rest... but.. i end up doing nothing and not resting...


injuries galore.. all out


federer will win the us open. you heard it here first


posted by jonathan at 11:11 p.m. ||

Monday, August 18, 2008

every time a friend of mine gets a boyfriend or girlfriend, ppl always talk about how they disappear and they change...

is change inevitable?

things cant always stay the same can it?

are these ppl "whipped" because of it?

more importantly, there are many situations where my friends dont like a certain boyfriend or girlfriend because of something they did... that cant be good for friendships can it...?

if you are someone with a bf/gf that your friends dont like, what should you do?


posted by jonathan at 10:27 p.m. ||

Saturday, August 16, 2008

fuck you phelps

you rock bolt!


posted by jonathan at 11:25 p.m. ||

Friday, August 15, 2008

man, i hate michael phelps

so damn lucky


posted by jonathan at 10:31 p.m. ||


so thats what's wrong with federer...

very interesting.. it's hard to keep the game up with no practice...

i hope he refocuses.. hard to play with expectations.. lets go federer... still president of his fan club.. i hope to see him in toronto in 2010


im abnormally nervous about this weekend... dunno why..

fear the unknown i suppose


im filtering out my life


posted by jonathan at 6:04 p.m. ||

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

playing softball against brad boyes was interesting. he hit a homerun. guess he's ok at the game


ever have to quit something that you love?

i think im gonna have to.... being forced to... again


posted by jonathan at 11:20 p.m. ||

Sunday, August 10, 2008

i love olympics!

i hate rain...

what happened to the heat? i came home at 1am after GSP kicked fitch's ass and it was FREEZING!!!

life is breezing by...


posted by jonathan at 1:36 a.m. ||

Tuesday, August 05, 2008


intense weekend...

woke up today so sore.. didnt wanna move, definitely didnt wanna go to work...

my heart is broken... my spirit is broken.. but im extremely proud of h2o..

we did good...

stay classy


posted by jonathan at 11:57 p.m. ||

Saturday, August 02, 2008

the solution to loneliness is to be alone....

make sense?


posted by jonathan at 2:22 p.m. ||

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