Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Tuesday, October 28, 2003

hi, i'd just like someone to shoot me right now.. i just came back from a calc quiz.. of course ppl said "lon" when it's "natural log", but thats not why.. the reason is because i just @#$%@$#&$%*(#$^@#$ a question on the quiz... FRICKIN FRICKS OF FRICK!

[exeunt in death]

posted by jonathan at 9:32 p.m. ||

what do you mean i'm not invincible? i AM invincible... my midterm test results are telling me otherwise... i REFUSE to have these CRAP ASS marks.... i flat out REFUSE! i am INVINICIBLE... i MUST achieve my standards... my standards are NOT too high.. i refuse to be inferior!

one thing that absolutely ANNOYS me, is the natural log function in calc class.. of course, it's written as "ln x".. where ln stands for natural log.. but what annoys is how ppl say it... ppl say it "LON X"... WHERE THE HELL IS THE "LON" COMING FROM??? WHERE?? "ln x" is called NATURAL LOG OF X, or L N OF X... NOTTTTTTTTT "LON X"... WHAT THE HELL IS LON???? whoever says "lon", i will shoot you

[exeunt in disappointment]

posted by jonathan at 12:30 a.m. ||

Saturday, October 18, 2003

we did operation christmas child today... really really fun... joe, silas, kelly and me were 1 group.... hope our kid enjoys what we bought for him.. we had the best design for our shoebox, heh... i'm very impressed by joe's work of art and creativity.. i love kids, sad to see so many are in poor conditions...


posted by jonathan at 3:21 a.m. ||

Friday, October 17, 2003

i've decided... i must recapture and relive my glory days.... yes... those were the days.... enough of this... must go back to the times when i wasnt fat, i wasnt lazy, and when i was damn good at everything i did..... the glory days..

[exeunt in search for the glory days]

posted by jonathan at 2:19 a.m. ||

Thursday, October 16, 2003

yeh, so i just finished parts 2 and 3 of 3 of hell today/tonight... i've never worked so hard yet procrastinated so much

so i have a little bit of time to fool around right now... the sox won (YAY!), game 7 tomorrow... the cubs choked (HAHAHA)... what else is new in this world?

my commencement was last thursday which meant i had to go back to mississauga (while skipping my 530 calc class, hehe).. and since i only have 1 class on fridays, i didnt bother going back to hamilton for 1 class... which meant a 4 day weekend, haha... yeh, so back to commencement.. it was SO NICE to see everybody again... save for... 1.. 2... ppl... one who dared to approach me, and the other was just there, being her fake self (or something, i dont really care, didnt really notice) yeh, so i got the math award, had to share it for the grade =|... my friend got the economics and accounting award got a lot of $$$ for those awards... i got... nothing... no recognition, =(... ah wells... at least i got a gold pen... with my name engraved in it =).. only 10k gold... cheapasses, haha.. cant wait to develop my pics

i've never seen my parents so happy for no reason... they were in a very good mood at my commencement... they wanted to take pics, lol.... they so weird...

it was nice to see ms.faelker again, with her newborn baby, dylan! so cool, haha... i love kids... ms.faelker's the nicest teacher i've ever had... in her 1st year at clarkson, she taught the gr 10 enhanced math class, and i thought she was an oac student, haha... but she's so nice... never got mad at me.. never yelled... was my gr 11 math teacher as well as my data management teacher in gr 12.. even was the coach of the cross country team in gr 11... it was so fun... she's quite the marathon runner... places top 1/3, wow, i'm impressed.. but she's settled into the role of a mother now, which is cool as well... she'll return to teach in a year's time, so that'll be cool... let her niceness be shared with more students...

the funniest teacher i've ever had is mr.smith.. he's so different on the exterior than the interior,haha... he was the first teacher to punish me for being late to class... in gr 10 civics of all classes... he got me to learn the right way, which is cool... his make-believe numbers will always make me laugh... he pulls dates and figures out of his ass, haha... and he taught as a prof at mac before 0_o

on friday, had the thanksgiving dinner at WAY... i half dressed up for it, haha... but then i changed out of it quickly to go to JOY... for JOY, the froshes hung out in the kitchen talking, haha... and then later on, we kicked the browns ass in bball as usual, haha... we rule... clean sweep at commencement, clean victory in basketball... what better way?

saturday and sunday just flew by... so did monday... i got no work done... that was the point of this post... that procrastination is so easy even when you have lots of time to do stuff and you want to do it... procrastination = fun = you'll pay eventually....

just mindless blabbering, thank you


posted by jonathan at 12:39 a.m. ||

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

moments before hell: part 1 of 3 a.k.a. calc midterm, i just have to say:

tsk tsk, i'm very disappointed in you... you let me down.. letting your life be ruined by a girl... tsk tsk... pick yourself back up idiot...

contrary to popular opinion (well, at least 1 person's, haha) i'm not talking bout myself

[exeunt to hell]

posted by jonathan at 7:14 p.m. ||

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

note to self:
talk is cheap... live the life... action speaks louder than words...


posted by jonathan at 4:41 p.m. ||

is the pain gone? or is it just hiding?
oh help me...


posted by jonathan at 4:32 p.m. ||

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

how do you stay so poised, so calm? i know you're angry inside, but how do you hide in within you? or maybe i'm just too blind to see it... you're too nice...


posted by jonathan at 3:21 p.m. ||

Monday, October 06, 2003

in the midst of my studying for my midterm and quiz tomorrow.... i'm suddenly yearning for HK... i missed it when i came back to canada the last 2 times (winter 2000 and winter 2001)... it was bliss back then... loved it... i want more of it... remove me from this place and put me in hk...

i'd never wanna live in HK of course... i'd live in canada... but HK is so much funner!!!

~sigh~ back to.... reality...


posted by jonathan at 8:32 p.m. ||

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