Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Saturday, March 31, 2012

do i have a face that ppl can trust? lol

in the past week or two, a few friends have confided me in about their broken relationships.. it's cool. they trust me, they wanna talk about it, i can relate, we can form community. i love my friends. i care for them. i want to help where i can, even if it's just listening

it's so easy to be a third party looking in. solutions seem so easy, but i can relate to my friends. when there are emotional attachments, it muddles everything

like what im in now. or want to be in, anyway. trying to temper my expectations. just enjoy life. but....


posted by jonathan at 4:34 p.m. ||

Monday, March 26, 2012

ever feel like you're responsible for everything?

is it egotistical to think that way?


posted by jonathan at 9:40 p.m. ||

in some sorta funk these days...

my ears receive sound.. but i dont hear the message
my eyes see things, but... i dont really process it...

is it cause i dont care? i have no idea

im so unmotivated. am i just wasting my life away again?

why do i think about girls when i dont want to let it consume me?

im not where i want to be physically, emotionally, mentally

feeling lacklustre
i need a ghostbuster
or maybe just a featherduster
to remove this dirt in my eye, wax in my ear
i wanna see, i wanna hear
i wanna be bold, i dont want fear
i dont wanna grow old, year by year


posted by jonathan at 3:13 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Lil Wayne - Mirrors

With everything happening today
You don't know whether you're coming or going
But you think that you're on your way
Life lined up on the mirror don't blow it
Look at me when I'm talking to you
You looking at me but I'm looking through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you're not satisfied
And I don't see nobody else
I see myself I'm looking at the

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Uh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
But I'm with you when you are all alone
And you correct me when I'm looking wrong
I see the guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pane
I see the scars that remain
I see you Wayne, I'm looking at the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] Yeah)
Through my rise and fall ([Wayne:] Uh-Huh)
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] my only friend)
You told me that they can understand the man I am ([Wayne:] they can understand)
So why are we here ([Wayne:] misunderstood) talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Looking at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my fucking dad
Light it up, that's smoke in mirrors
I ain't even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile that's a blessing
I see the change, I see the message
And no message could've been any clearer
So I'm startin' with the man in the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall,

[Lil Wayne:]
MJ taught me that.

[Bruno Mars:]
Here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend

[Lil Wayne:]
Take 'em to Mars man

[Bruno Mars:]
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]

Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] yeah)
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] Any questions?)
You told me that they can ([Wayne:] I come to you) understand the man I am ([Wayne:] You always have the answer)
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall.

Ay, B.P.
Looks like I did take 'em to Mars this time

[Bruno Mars:]
(So why are we talking to each other again?)


posted by jonathan at 12:04 a.m. ||

Monday, March 19, 2012

i get all these text messages... but never from who i want :(


posted by jonathan at 9:37 p.m. ||

Saturday, March 17, 2012


what a.... coincidence...


posted by jonathan at 10:29 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 10, 2012

if i was turning 25 this year, i'd be blasting drake...

how you feel, how you feel, how you feel
25 sitting on 25 mil...

jimmy eat world was my song for 23...
i feel like there was one for 24 but i forgot
is there one for 27?


posted by jonathan at 8:45 p.m. ||

Friday, March 09, 2012

cant say i know where to go from here...


posted by jonathan at 12:37 a.m. ||

Monday, March 05, 2012

no matter what, God is good


posted by jonathan at 12:57 a.m. ||

Thursday, March 01, 2012

no make up is so pretty


posted by jonathan at 11:18 p.m. ||

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