Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, December 31, 2007

did 2008 arrive early? im not sure...

but good start =)


posted by jonathan at 1:47 p.m. ||

Thursday, December 27, 2007

another weird dream...

these dreams are WEIRD

pretty messed up...


woke up at 1030 instead of 630 this morning.. first boxing day shopping extravagenza started off poorly.. i hate driving to these packed places.. it's like driving to pacific mall..

so i kinda forfeited a few meals.. had my first meal at 430pm.. 2 packs of instant noodles... that was quite crazy.. and.. not healthy


why so serious?


posted by jonathan at 12:35 a.m. ||

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

really weird... havent seen home alone on tv at all this christmas break...




posted by jonathan at 1:36 a.m. ||

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry christmas

didnt think i should take today to rant about anything



posted by jonathan at 3:17 a.m. ||

Friday, December 21, 2007

cant put words to paper or the screen...

there are happy times in life and there are unhappy times.. i was recently told that if im going through unhappy times, to weather through it because happy times follow.. it was cheesy and not believable.. but maybe because of who said it and the fact that he was trying to be encouraging helped.. or maybe cause i was in a positive mood

encouragement will always help


posted by jonathan at 1:25 p.m. ||

Thursday, December 20, 2007

going through some serious withdrawal...


that concert put me on a high and now im back to a low.. it's like living a dream, and then waking up to the harsh realities of the world

feeling like crap today


posted by jonathan at 2:59 p.m. ||

i have accomplished one of my "things to do before i die" list tonight

i went to a jacky cheung concert.. it was playing at the acc..

oh my goodness


i love jacky


somehow, he put on a musical that depicted my recent life


posted by jonathan at 2:36 a.m. ||

Wednesday, December 19, 2007






posted by jonathan at 1:25 a.m. ||

everybody... put up your hands...
feel the beat now.. if you're got nothing left...
back it up now... you've got a reason to live...
feeling good now... dont be afraid to get down... to the beat..


there are talkers and there are do'ers... met too many talkers in my life.. met too many talkers this term.. i fucking hate them

i hope to never be a talker and not a doer.. i apologize to anyone and everyone if i've ever been just a talker


so many engagements lately.. kinda crazy... impressive stories too...
happy for them. who's next?


i completely forgot my age today.. i literally had to subtract 1985 from 2007.. it was such a weird feeling


posted by jonathan at 1:04 a.m. ||

Monday, December 17, 2007


i'm so self-concious now!

do i talk feminine? am i not athletic? i play sports! im not short! i dont dress girly!

im not a computer nerd!

but i aint white either..


this thing made me laugh. but maybe not cause of why you think...

posted by jonathan at 9:56 p.m. ||

so i just finished writing 3 exams the past 8 days... meh.. business as usual (pun, harhar)

i thought it was bad studying.. like i have huge attention disabilities....

ever try watching silent library at a silent library? impossible.. i laughed so many times. i had to run out of the room before i exploded.. except... it slipped out before i exited

anyway... so i thought studying was bad...

when i wrote my exams, i had songs playing through my head.. softball games from the summer running through my head.. basketball games that i've played... dumb and dumber the movie... silent library... honestly, i had the whole dumb and dumber movie run through my head during my tax exam... i was laughing randomly.. ppl must've thought i was crazy... no wonder i need all 3 hours to write all my exams... im not even looking at the paper half the time!

i have attention problems... seriously


posted by jonathan at 1:43 a.m. ||

Sunday, December 16, 2007

now i aint saying she's a gold digger...


what's your price?

almost like indecent proposal

my price is..... $10 million. im not 'threatened' by a woman 'worth' so much more than me. i dont have to work!


posted by jonathan at 11:03 a.m. ||

Friday, December 14, 2007

the funniest commercial out there today... i cant stop laughing everytime it comes on


posted by jonathan at 11:19 p.m. ||

Thursday, December 13, 2007

i interrupt my current studying with the following announcement:

toronto raptors fans = toronto maple leafs fans = most sports fans = boneheaded = illogical

so i was scanning through some comments (i dunno why opinions infuriate me like they do.. maybe cause i cant stand stupidness), and someone claimed that al horford should be suspended for as long as tj ford is out.. for those who dunno, al horford fouled tj ford, and he left on a stretcher because of chronic spinal injuries..

there have been arguments on other sports injuries where the person who injures them should be out for as long as the person is injured..


are all ppl this stupid and illogical?

if a person with a majorly sprained ankle plays bball, and i step on his foot by accident, causing him to injure his ankle more, is this my fault? should i be punished? if this is the last straw and it causes his ligaments to be torn, should i sit out for as long as it takes his ligaments to heal?

if i cause a coworker to cry, should i take stop work for half an hour if the crybaby coworker cries for half an hour straight? bloody hell

al horford shouldnt be suspended. accidents somehow become suspensions because of stupidity and ridiculous sensitivity

he wouldnt even be suspended if that person wasnt tj ford and he didnt have spinal cord injuries

it was a reactive move by the nba to show that it 'cares' and to please the stupid whiners out there (this means you raptors fans). if i was al horford, i'd be furious and want to sue.

play the ball as it lies. play at your own risk. we have to make double standards now? one for the regular players, and another for the ppl who play with injuries?

if person A has sex with person B and A KNOWS B has HIV, does B get fined/suspended/jailed/penalized/punished for giving HIV to A? A knows the risk going in.

i guess there's the real world and the sports world

i love sports. i hate sports fans.

the real problem beneath this all is what ppl will do to please others and to avoid criticism

can ppl not handle criticism? suck it up. stand up for what you believe in. dont give in and conform just to look better in ppl's eyes.

problems of this world:

(1) ppl are retards
(1.1) ppl are too politically correct
(1.2) ppl are too sensitive

we now return to regularly scheduled programming/studying


posted by jonathan at 7:06 p.m. ||

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

my sleeping pattern is messed

was rolling around between 3-5am last night... i guess waking up at 12:30pm and sleeping at midnight aint good for me.. my body recognizes it as a nap, ha

i hate studying.. im a poor studier..

why couldnt i be taller so i could play bball professionally? less stressful

or be born richer, thus i'll be braver and experiment with poker more?


The Strokes - You Only Live Once

Some people think they're always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice nice oh oh
Inside they might feel sad and wrong

Oh no
29 different attributes
And only 7 that you like, uh oh
20 ways to see the world, oh oh
Or 20 ways to start a fight

Oh, don't, don't, don't
Get up
I can't see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you baby
'Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

Oh, men don't notice what they got
Women think of that a lot
1000 ways to please your man oh oh
Not even one requires a plan. I know
Countless odd religions too
It doesn't matter which you choose
One stubborn way to turn your back
This I've tried, and now refuse


Shut me up
Shut me up up up up up
And I'll get along with you...


posted by jonathan at 3:31 a.m. ||

Monday, December 10, 2007

i sleep at midnight. housemates come back and blast the tv, talk loudly at 1am or something.. it's kinda crazy.. when they're sleeping, i try to be quiet.. when each other is sleeping they try to be quiet.. but when im sleeping, they dont give a F F? well, one of them doesnt im sure. the one who is boy crazy and thinks what she does is best...


so my friend and i agreed a few weeks ago that Christmas was the loneliest time of the year... now i wonder.. why is that.. a few possible reasons:

a) we've made Christmas into something that it isnt.. commercialized..

b) we forgot what Christmas actually is.. the birth of Christ..

c) Christmas is... to remind us... that we're lonely...


awaiting the jacky cheung concert patiently


posted by jonathan at 12:30 p.m. ||

Sunday, December 09, 2007

um, if you're gonna talk trash, talk it before the game..

anyone can talk trash when they're winning. it just means you're a big ass pussy.

if you win, you get to talk trash and gloat. if you lose, you didnt open your mouth so you had nothing to lose

be bold and say it before the game

reason #1 why brady is a fag


posted by jonathan at 4:42 p.m. ||


so annoying

what a piss off

i dont CARE how cute or what the eff the baby can do. what the eff

get your own baby.

or study

it's exam time


posted by jonathan at 1:57 p.m. ||

so my housemates took over my msn for a few hours around midnight...

ppl should know when they're talking to me or not, hahaha...

if it doesnt seem right at the beginning, it probably isnt!

trust your gut...

im sure there's a psych lecture/lesson on this somewhere.. some kinda principle



posted by jonathan at 4:09 a.m. ||

Saturday, December 08, 2007


gilbert arenas keeping it real, hahaha

man, it's good to see someone speak their mind without fear.

kinda like what i was able to do once upon a time


in with confidence, out with cocky


posted by jonathan at 1:14 a.m. ||

Friday, December 07, 2007

...craving.... poker...

i love psychological battles

fav poker player: Evelyn Ng

so hot right now

though of course ivey rules and scotty win is too damn hilarious.

i really shouldnt be thinking about this during exam time should i? haha


posted by jonathan at 5:26 p.m. ||

Monday, December 03, 2007

i think it's safe to say my confidence is shot when i assume bad news from the get go.

i cant convince myself that im good. that kills me..

everything is in pieces

shattered dreams

close to quitting


posted by jonathan at 6:04 p.m. ||

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