Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i kinda feel on edge lately...

it's kinda degrading how ppl treat me...

but why do i keep taking it and taking it???


posted by jonathan at 10:34 p.m. ||

Monday, March 30, 2009

sometimes ppl confuse two issues too easily

problems will arise if ppl cannot differentiate fact from fiction


posted by jonathan at 10:46 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 29, 2009

never thought i'd feel this way, but i got to say that i just dont get it...


posted by jonathan at 1:46 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 28, 2009

i dont understand why ppl try to provoke me...


i dont understand why ppl try to play my game...

why change your game to play the others' game? thats basically admitting defeat


posted by jonathan at 1:51 a.m. ||

Thursday, March 26, 2009

i feel like everything is messy..

my desk is messy
my emails are messy
my mind is messy


posted by jonathan at 11:41 p.m. ||

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

my shot is off in basketball.. feels nasty...

my defense is horrible.. getting beat off the bounce sometimes... not fast at all...

i dont even drive the ball anymore... playing soft...

sometimes my desire isnt there.. or it's just laziness

i also have 2 nail marks on my wrist from tonight, haha. hard foul


sometimes i get nervous. i dunno why

do i listen to my gut? my gut is right many times... but it can also be wrong...


posted by jonathan at 11:39 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I can't see it comin down my eyes
So I gotta make the song cry
I can't see it comin down my eyes
So I gotta make the song cry
Yeah I seen 'em comin down your eyes
But I gotta make the song cry
I can't see it comin down my eyes
So I gotta make the song cry


posted by jonathan at 10:37 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 22, 2009

i got killed by my friend in 1 on 1 yesterday... made me look bad on a couple of plays... but playing all out felt good.. gotta improve my game

gotta trim down on weight i guess... or improve my quickness... or improve my quickness by trimming down weight, ha

.......and i reinjured myself. blah


posted by jonathan at 10:09 p.m. ||

guess i just gotta "do what i do" while i wait?



posted by jonathan at 2:54 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 21, 2009

so im just killing time reading stuff and i come across this:



chicken comes from chicken!!


posted by jonathan at 2:16 a.m. ||

Thursday, March 19, 2009

been having trouble sleeping lately.. dunno why...

i feel messed up too.. dunno why either...

i almost feel like there's an imbalance...

i had this dream last night.. i was being stabbed in the heart... with a blunt knife... that i was trying to block with my hand...

the person stabbing me: a taxpayer.... after i finished auditing him...

it was WEIRD. cause this taxpayer was one of the more 'honest' ones and 'nicer' and 'understanding'

so he pushes my hand away and stabs me deeper and deeper.. till i feel it penetrate

and just before it stabs my heart, the dream ends.

i wake up

no sweat. no tears. just fear

then i hide for cover under my blankets of course


posted by jonathan at 11:22 p.m. ||

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

titles mean little in terms of real power, which is the capacity to influence and inspire.


posted by jonathan at 11:30 p.m. ||

im so frustrated at everything


it's insulting when i put my heart and soul into something, and have ppl not respond...

it's clear that it's more important to me than to them, but have the decency to respond...

one day, i will not be a nice guy


posted by jonathan at 7:33 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

so much shopping to do :(
so little energy.
so i window shop online sometimes

who would pay $100+ for sandals???


posted by jonathan at 6:46 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 15, 2009

i have to shop for so much. but shopping takes so much energy out of me.. makes me not wanna shop...


taping up my wrists was so good for me... if only i knew how to tape my own wrists...


currently reading: quiet strength by tony dungy

currently listening to: the stills (album: logic will break your heart)


posted by jonathan at 9:03 p.m. ||

Thursday, March 12, 2009

harder and harder to sleep and wake up on time as the week goes by


attitude is so important in life


posted by jonathan at 11:59 p.m. ||

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

i have not figured out the purpose of twitter... not that i've really looked into it...

i've been on maybe 2 ppl's twitters....

please, someone enlighten me.. it's just someone's status? isnt it the same as facebook's status??


tweaked my ankle tonight during basketball.. definitely scared of spraining it... it's my "good" ankle


posted by jonathan at 10:37 p.m. ||

Monday, March 09, 2009

ppl like to 'overhear' stuff a lot..

it's quite funny

cowards overheard


posted by jonathan at 9:03 p.m. ||

Saturday, March 07, 2009

in 16 degree weather, i must take advantage of it.

thus, i went running today.

man my shoes have completely worn out... and it was so weird to wear shorts outdoors again... and sweat...


looks like some exploring will be done this year

bye bye piggy bank


posted by jonathan at 1:40 a.m. ||

Thursday, March 05, 2009

apparently this is the pinocchio paradox:



posted by jonathan at 11:32 p.m. ||

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

on a goo goo dolls craze right now...

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


posted by jonathan at 11:23 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

innovation in sports: http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/page2/story?page=keown/090303


i want to see a goo goo dolls concert


a month till the cruise!


posted by jonathan at 9:24 p.m. ||

Monday, March 02, 2009

i dont get flustered very easily... nor do i ever not act like myself

but i encountered this situation over the weekend..

i hate myself a little bit when that happens.. it's very disappointing...



what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful...


posted by jonathan at 11:12 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 01, 2009

had the weird phenomenon of having someone seem so foreign to me... yet i still know the person inside and out

somethings never change...


posted by jonathan at 11:43 p.m. ||

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