Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, June 30, 2008

note to self:


Your Type is INFP
Introverted: 11%
Intuitive: 12%
Feeling: 25%
Perceiving: 11%

Qualitative analysis of your type formula You are:
slightly expressed introvert
slightly expressed intuitive personality
moderately expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed perceiving personality



posted by jonathan at 7:47 p.m. ||

Sunday, June 29, 2008


i need to listen to this rendition of wonderwall


posted by jonathan at 1:30 a.m. ||

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

feeling like a chicken

must be lack of trust in God

addicted to dragonboat videos. until next year i guess.


it didnt start monday... hopefully tomorrow morning?


posted by jonathan at 12:05 a.m. ||

Monday, June 23, 2008

up at 530am every morning...

all out...

no energy to work out this morning.. hard to even get out of bed.. but the feeling of giving it your all is very satisfying... even if i did PK 1 stroke into the race.. im pretty sure i cost us first place

saturday time trials: http://www.jonathanyam.com/db2008/results.html (races 10 and 22)
sunday finals: http://www.jonathanyam.com/db2008/day2.html (races 67 and 101)


i wish i got more sleep.. watching hok yau on youtube causes me to sleep later.. that's really crappy discipline on my part


still wild at heart


posted by jonathan at 10:12 p.m. ||

Friday, June 20, 2008

lets go get em


monday could be the start.. this could hurt. but the reward should be good. in the mirror anyway


posted by jonathan at 11:05 p.m. ||

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

i used to rule the world...


posted by jonathan at 12:08 a.m. ||

Monday, June 16, 2008

gotta chill out

act like you've been there


posted by jonathan at 9:13 p.m. ||

im scared of rehashing the past...

im scared of how big of an ass i was

im scared of how much hurt im capable of

but things have to be this way. there's no other way. i know this. but i dont like it... screws me up


posted by jonathan at 12:20 a.m. ||

Sunday, June 15, 2008

i feel like im running around in circles....



posted by jonathan at 3:26 p.m. ||

Friday, June 13, 2008

life is too short to waste it doing something you dont want to do...

some ppl just like to settle. that's a shame

i cant settle

i need this. but i dont know how to get it


posted by jonathan at 12:39 a.m. ||

Thursday, June 12, 2008

2 Corinthians 12:10
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Romans 5:3-5
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.


posted by jonathan at 6:54 p.m. ||

Monday, June 09, 2008

from devotions.net today:

Dwight L. Moody once to his audience, "Tell me, how can I get the air out of the tumbler (glass) I have in my hand?" One man said, "Suck it out with a pump." The evangelist replied, "That would create a vacuum and shatter it." Finally, after many futile suggestions, Moody picked up a pitcher and filled the glass with water. "There," he said, "all the air is now removed." He then explained that victory for the child of God does not come by working hard to eliminate destructive thoughts and habits, but rather by allowing the Holy Spirit to take full possession.

Look ahead to what God has in store for you. Fill your life with God’s hope!

how profound...


i lost at my own game.. completely got demolished... and i LOVED it...

VERY wowed...

things go in a circle dont they.. im excited... i hope

but i still have nothing to offer


posted by jonathan at 7:05 p.m. ||

Sunday, June 08, 2008

COMPLETELY blown away...

havent had this WOW feeling in a LONG TIME.. maybe EVER..

oh my...


posted by jonathan at 12:02 a.m. ||

Friday, June 06, 2008

i love life


posted by jonathan at 1:47 a.m. ||

Monday, June 02, 2008

some ppl want the week to go by fast.. i dont. even if im bored out of my mind. i want time to go slowly. i want to enjoy life. sometimes life is too fast


no pressure, despite what ppl think. i am who i am and i enjoy it


posted by jonathan at 9:03 p.m. ||

Sunday, June 01, 2008

why do ppl like to waste my time?

got something to say? just say it. going around in circles is ineffective communication

hate being treated like a little kid


posted by jonathan at 11:12 p.m. ||

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