Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Tuesday, April 29, 2008

in my 'advanced accounting' course, my prof told us that the 'oh ya' method doesnt work. that we need to actually do problems and try to solve them to get good at it. rather than looking at examples, 'learning them', and conclude by saying 'oh ya, i know how to do this'

i've lived life 22 years using the 'oh ya' method

no wonder i havent been able to solve any problems. i just have the skimming knowledge but not any of the experience. im getting killed by those who have worked on their problems and have a good grasp of how to solve them.. im a big hit or miss.. relying on memory...

now that i have to actually apply my knowledge, im struggling. effin hell

maybe im not a nice guy after all. always was, always will be an asshole


posted by jonathan at 4:25 p.m. ||

Monday, April 28, 2008

i end the term off the same way i started it

injured... in pain... frick and frack


posted by jonathan at 1:26 a.m. ||

Saturday, April 26, 2008


what the hell?

look at the last 'symptom'

"denial of the problem"

common thing i hear ppl say: you MUST have it if you deny it..

so.. if i admit to the problem, i have the problem... if i deny having the problem, i still have the problem cause im denying it...


these ppl get paid to write?


posted by jonathan at 2:57 a.m. ||

Friday, April 25, 2008



that ray allen and his psycho ways


posted by jonathan at 5:26 p.m. ||

Thursday, April 24, 2008

maybe it's my fault...


posted by jonathan at 12:56 a.m. ||

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

2 exams tomorrow and im screwed for them.. they're quite difficult.. im here at the library studying. but i thought i'd take about 2mins of my time describing a pet peeve here

ppl like to use public comps to check facebook. whoopdee-do ,someone posted on your wall. get over it. check it at home. dont need to carry on your obsession over to here.. using computers that others need to use for their studies. i mean, the person right next to me came on just to check facebook for 5mins. how obsessed with stalking do you have to be? most ppl i see just look at pictures. STALK-ERS

pure OCD problems.. or stalking problems.. cant tell which one is worse


posted by jonathan at 5:45 p.m. ||

i would appreciate it if ppl would stop trying to hack into my gmail account... thanks..

i dont even like to use it. and i barely get anything there but spam. i'd reliquinish it to you, mr. desperate hacker, but now i hold on to it in spite... (and it logs me on to this)


posted by jonathan at 1:34 a.m. ||

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

You've been hiding in the shadows
Have you forgotten how we used to dream
Let me remind you
The light doesn't blind you at all
It just helps you see
Can you see

can you see....? i try, but i cant.


posted by jonathan at 1:17 a.m. ||

Friday, April 18, 2008

one thing that annoys me:

the "contagiousness" of coughing... when one person in a room starts coughing, others take it as a cue to start coughing.. bloody hell. i think they cough on purpose.. to fill in the gap or something... i HATE it..


today was such nice weather.. why write exams in such weather.... the thing that boggles my mind is that all i could think about was taking my shirt off.... saved soul syndrome? (s^3?)


posted by jonathan at 10:01 p.m. ||

Thursday, April 17, 2008

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

why waste time explaining to the world


posted by jonathan at 1:30 a.m. ||

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

what the hell is with guys talking with feminine voices?


it drives me insane. i NEVER heard this 5 years ago. it's like one day they all just sprung up and decided to change their voices


why do they do this?? what happened during their childhood that could POSSIBLY cause this? everyone goes through puberty right???

i want to punch them in the mouths

why do they do this? my theory is to impress girls

isnt that the ultimate irony??? acting gay to impress a girl

or is the ultimate irony being the purpose of life is to end??


jimmy eat world: "we're only just as happy as everyone else seems to think we are"

hooked on to goo goo dolls right now


posted by jonathan at 2:05 a.m. ||

Sunday, April 13, 2008

during the exam period, i love doing everything but study

things that have been on my mind:

-softball this summer
-dragonboat this summer
-what to do for my bday, if any
-if i'll be bored by the rest of my life, aka my fulltime job
-missing mac
-missing house + housemates
-missing the ability to just loaf around, chat, hangout without reprecussions

and more


i have a vicious post lined up.. but it needs some time and attention by me to write it up. it's entitled "how to be a decent human being"
however, i lack the time, will (on and off), and effort needed
whoever it's addressing will know if this person decides to read


why so serious?

~3 more months till dark knight


posted by jonathan at 3:54 a.m. ||

Saturday, April 12, 2008

it seems like im an old man.. everything i do is done by old ppl... crosswords, sudoku, chess, read.....

ah it's ok

i've picked out my song for this year.

jimmy eat world - 23.... for obvious reasons.. and of course my album of the year is graduation by kanye. had that for too long.. maybe premature

but currently, song of the moment: oasis - stop crying your heart out. just cause it's a damn good song


posted by jonathan at 1:01 a.m. ||

Friday, April 11, 2008

161.2 (career high)

exam time.. 4 in 6/7 days.. nice kick on the way out of school

how am i supposed to study when nba playoffs are starting soon? i think i ask this every year


i think im gaining more understanding.. i guess anything is greater than 0


posted by jonathan at 1:12 p.m. ||

Thursday, April 10, 2008

you dont say...

"Men who are more attractive than their partners would theoretically have access to partners who are more attractive than their current spouses, McNulty said. The "grass could be greener" mentality could make these men less satisfied and less committed to maintain the marriage.

Physical attractiveness of husbands is not as important to women, the researchers suggest. Rather, wives are looking for supportive husbands, they say. "

well, doesnt that sum everything up...


posted by jonathan at 3:41 p.m. ||

Sunday, April 06, 2008

why do ppl with curly hair want straight hair?

why do ppl with straight hair want curly hair?

why do we all want what we cant have?

why does the grass always SEEM greener on the other side?

why cant i practice what i preach 100% of the time

why does my brain freeze in unknown situations?


maybe different time, different place? not because of desire, but of circumstance?


posted by jonathan at 4:03 p.m. ||

Saturday, April 05, 2008

im a kate bosworth fan after watching 21

so hot


posted by jonathan at 3:05 a.m. ||

21 was everything i thought it would be.. PLUS more!

keyser soze... dont mess with him.. not even in blackjack...

wanted to hit up a casino just now, haha

reminded me big time of vegas.. could definitely see myself there again...

and again

and again..


posted by jonathan at 1:46 a.m. ||

Friday, April 04, 2008

1-3 in chess tonight.. ok though. played a strong player.. made foolish mistakes..

first game, i was white and too aggressive.. got the advantage in pieces but gave up horrible position

second game, i was black and was down in pieces but superior on position.. opponent made a mistake and it was over for him

third game, i was black again and sacrificed my queen.. but he caught on last minute and basically ended up trading pieces with me getting the bad end.. it was lost for me from then on

last game, i was white and went on the pure attack.. sacrificed a lot of pieces to try and get the win while making a blunder.. i was always one move away from putting him away.. but i couldnt think it out.. my brain stalled.. i lost

but it felt great to be so challenged again.. the thrill of needing to pull it out.. i love it

chess rules


this guy on the other hand... doesnt.. dont admire him in one bit.. i wonder if he knows


posted by jonathan at 1:02 a.m. ||

Thursday, April 03, 2008

just spent last 3 hours cleaning our place... 3 ppl hard at work... cleaning is tough but rewarding.. if only i could work this hard at school. school blowsssssssss

i want summer, but i dont wanna end school... how is that possible?


posted by jonathan at 12:20 a.m. ||

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