Quote:
Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?


"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada


"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant


"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan


"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike


"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."


"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
 
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight

[chorus]

You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean

[chorus]

And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
 
Wednesday, May 30, 2007


My song of the moment..

Taken from Wikipedia:

"The Kill" is the second single from 30 Seconds to Mars's sophomore album, A Beautiful Lie. Jared Leto described the meaning of the song as, "It's really about a relationship with yourself. Its about confronting your fear and confronting the truth about who you are." He has also said it is about "confrontation as a crossroads" -- coming face-to-face with who you really are.





30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill


What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me


posted by jonathan at 12:36 AM ||

Saturday, May 26, 2007


Federer Focused on French Open Title

http://www.tsn.ca/tennis/news_story/?ID=208923&hubname=

"I remember going into the tournament feeling so confident," Federer said, "going like, 'I could win this thing. I'm playing so well at the moment."'

What happened? He fell in straight sets in the first round to Luis Horna, a Peruvian ranked 88th at the time.

"I lost the first set and thought, 'There's no chance I'm coming back in this match. And if I do, with seven matches to play, there's no way I'm going to win the French Open.' All of a sudden, within 45 minutes, my whole dreams were shattered," Federer recalled. "I was so weak mentally."

It was a significant turning point.

"I had to toughen up a bit, you know? It was just one of those moments when I finally realized I have to still change a few things," Federer continued. "Because I thought I had everything figured out by then. But I didn't."

Sure seems to now, though.

Since that disappointment in 2003, Federer has won 10 of the past 15 majors - going 93-5 in matches in those Grand Slam tournaments.


posted by jonathan at 10:13 AM ||

Thursday, May 24, 2007


weird...

i think i laugh at myself the most out of everyone...

projection is my most commonly used defensive mechanism..

long days and long nights ahead

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 8:45 PM ||

Thursday, May 17, 2007


22 eh?

weird times...

so many things change within a blink of an eye

"i love you"
"you're my life"
"i forgot my wallet"
"this is why im hot"
"crazy in love"
"young hova, y'all know when the flow is loco..."
"sirius radio"
"2007 lincoln"
"where's the mcdonalds?"
"sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"magic"
"zinadine ahmed"
"i have a friggin moonroof"
"pimpin aint easy"
etc.
etc.
etc.

22 is definitely different than 21

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:43 PM ||

Wednesday, May 16, 2007


ok

gonna take the next step

i think im ready

goodbye emily rose...

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 12:15 AM ||

Monday, May 14, 2007


43:04.3 for 10km!
beats my 45:00 goal! nice! it was enjoyable... im tired out though, definitely. my toes and legs still hurt.

winner went in 29mins... crazy....

i was 79th/1124 runners for the 10km. my 'official' time was 44:17.3 but i was stuck around mid-last pack at the start... going by chip time, i was 68th! nice... might run the half next year... need to train more, definitely

MY RESULT


posted by jonathan at 12:41 AM ||

Thursday, May 10, 2007


i like the whole rhythm/tune/music... didnt even know what it was singing about. doesnt make a difference.. thought it was pink for a while




P Diddy - Last Night

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
but my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
with this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,
you can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
with nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
forever yours I'll be,
baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
repeat

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
and you need me.
This is so plain to see,
and I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
forever yours I'll be,
baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
repeat

Tell me the words to say,
to make you come back,
and work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
with you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
let me be, just don't leave me.

repeat

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
and you need me.
This is so plain to see,
and I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
forever yours I'll be,
baby won't you come and take my pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
repeat

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm soooo lonelyyyyy,
Why don't you pick the phone,
and dial up my number,
and call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick the phone,
and dial up my number,
just call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

[Phone dialing and ringing]

[Diddy:]
Hello
Hey waz-up
I've been tryin' to reach you all night
That shit ain't funny not picking up the mutha fucking phone
Better stop fucking playing with a nigga's feelings like that
You know how much I love you though right?
But for them couple of seconds though,
When I couldn't get in touch with you.
I'm ready to come over your house and shoot that mutha fucker up
You better fucking not be there when I get over that house
[laughing]
That's really how it goes down right?


posted by jonathan at 11:44 PM ||

Wednesday, May 09, 2007


this is gonna be one of the worst....

absolutely not looking forward to it...

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 10:38 PM ||



saw the after effects of a drunk stumbling and falling over the bar onto the steps headfirst....

i thought he had died....

i didnt know how to feel for the next minute... just in shock.....

life seems so delicate.

dont be stupid with life. it'll be taken away from you any second without warning

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 1:44 AM ||

Monday, May 07, 2007


YES

this was the advice i lacked:

Consult God.

before i do anything rational or irrational, i will consult God.

patience....

God, God, God.

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 5:43 PM ||

Sunday, May 06, 2007


dug something up from a long time ago:

http://www.christianitytoday.com/biblestudies/areas/biblestudies/articles/040701.html

what i got most out of it:

Once they all caught their breath, I explained. "I think all of us here can understand why you want God to stop her from doing that. If anyone here feels that's what God wants, you're free to pray that way. I'm wondering, however, whether asking God to override someone's ability to make moral choices isn't akin to witchcraft."

I could see Kris was near seething at my bluntness, so I hurried on. "What I suggest we pray for is that God would reveal himself to your daughter. That he would let her see clearly the choice she is making. And that God will show you how to trust him and love your daughter, even if she makes the stupidest mistake of her young life."

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:23 PM ||



ok

eff you

you

and you

lets turn the corner

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 10:17 PM ||



i have demons i cant exorcise

will they forever haunt me?

unable to accept myself

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 9:00 PM ||

Saturday, May 05, 2007


worst case scenario: check

unstability: check

on my way to the mental hospital

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 1:11 AM ||

Thursday, May 03, 2007


sigh...

i understand vinsanity...

i forgive you...

please forgive me...

it's all good... i know where you're coming from..

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:55 PM ||

Wednesday, May 02, 2007


i turned all my disappointment into my run at lunch today... a new personal best of 28:40 for 6.5km. was pretty much huffing and puffing it the whole way.... spin class helps... so does disappointment.. so does this great weather!

10 days until 10km

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 6:33 PM ||

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


WHAT THE FACK VINCE???

WHAT THE FACK???

THAT WAS YOUR FACKING SHOT AT GLORY!!! HOW DO YOU PASS THAT UP? THAT IS BULLSHIT!!!

YOU LIVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS!!! YOUR WHOLE LIFE!!!! YOU DONT GET THIS CHANCE EVERY DAMN DAY!!! BOSH IS A CHOKER, ALL OF TORONTO IS ALL ON THE ROPES!!!! STICK THE DAGGER IN!!! AWRGWEWERWE#@%#@$@!$#

I HATE YOU VINCE CARTER
I HATE YOU RIGHT NOW

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 9:58 PM ||


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