Quote:
Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?


"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada


"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant


"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan


"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike


"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."


"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
 
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight

[chorus]

You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean

[chorus]

And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
 
Tuesday, June 27, 2006


death is so hard to face...

how do you look death in the eye?

i'm sad

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 10:54 PM ||

Monday, June 26, 2006


arrogance/over-confidence makes me laugh =D

everything in this world is cause and effect... the effects of arrogance/over-confidence is supreme disappointment...

just watch and see... it will come...

i will do my best to steer it away...

"but im only.. 1 man marge!"

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:33 PM ||

Sunday, June 25, 2006


People!! It feels so good to be back.
Ladies and gentleman, introducing the new and improved you know who

Never been the type to bend or budge
The wrong button to push,
No friend of Bush
I'm the centerpiece, you're the Maltese.
I am a pitbull off his leash,
All this peace talk can cease.
All these people I had to leave in limbo,
I'm back now,
I've come to release this info....

ok

im back...

....

...

just joking..

i still dont know who i am...

fyi, Eminem - Square Dance... the above lyrics... good song... probably the most underrated, under the radar Eminem song of ALL time...

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 12:35 AM ||

Friday, June 23, 2006


i feel like colin farrell in phone booth... trapped.. the truth needs to be heard... but i dont wanna face it

Oasis - Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:10 PM ||



im not usually up at 1:09am... but i just got home from basketball and just took a shower... i set a pick and got hit in the chest... and it shocked my jaw.. it hurt so much at the time.. now, it still hurts... i'm fearful that it could be something major.. i hope not... but there's a big fear in me right now...

so i changed the theme of my blog.. moved on from "Imperfection" to "Dwelling in the Past"... i forget my older themes.. old age does that...

my jaw still hurts.. i wonder what the worse it could be...

so my past was brought up spontaneously monday night... it's funny... i thought i changed, but i really dont... it's still the same old same old... except more truth is told, thats all.. im still a chronic liar.. i thought i had told the truth.. i convinced the other party and myself that.. but upon reflection, i cant really say i had told the truth in all regards...

im more confused about myself now than ever before...

my past has been brought up so much the past 2 weeks... i kinda confuse the past with the present at times...

the only thing different between now and then... is that im just calmer... and i see the world differently.. im kinda disappointed i havent really changed that much...

so to celebrate the past, i've been listening to some eminem and oasis... i feel at peace listening to them...

live forever....

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 1:12 AM ||

Tuesday, June 20, 2006


I'm convinced no one is better Oasis... NO ONE.. no one group is better than Oasis.. that is final.. whoever introduced me to Oasis, thank you.. if it was me just stumbling upon some songs, well, what a genius i was...

ok, i think i'll go buy all their albums someday.. i must reward greatness...

"People tend to ask my advice about a lot of things. I'm good at giving it but I'm shit at taking it." - Noel Gallagher

"It's quite simply one of the ten greatest songs of all time." - Noel Gallagher on Live Forever

The following lyrics are to a song that i can relate to greatly.. i feel as if the first 2 lines, it's me talking to me.. does that make sense? the rest of the song applies as well...

i guess this applies to other ppl in my life as well..


Oasis - Hello

I don't feel as if I know you
You take up all my time
The days are long and the night will throw you away
Coz the sun don't shine
Nobody ever mentions the weather can make or break your day
Nobody ever seems to remember life is a game we play

We live in the shadows and we had the chance and threw it away
And it's never gonna be the same
Cos the years are following by like the rain
And it's never gonna be the same
'Til the life I knew comes to my house and says

Hello

There ain't no sense in feeling lonely
They got no faith in you
But I've got a feeling you still owe me
So wipe the shit from your shoes
Nobody ever mentions the weather can make or break your day
Nobody ever seems to remember life is a game we play

We live in the shadows and we had the chance and threw it away
And it's never gonna be the same
Cos the years are following by like the rain
And it's never gonna be the same
'Til the life I knew comes to my house and says

Hello

Hello!
Hello!
Hello!
Hello!
It's good to be back

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 9:04 PM ||

Monday, June 19, 2006


was that really me in high school...

im not like that anymore am i

isnt everyone just a little 'effed' in the head anyways?

was that being defensive?

i wasnt the greatest person in high school.. but it has helped me become who i am today. i cannot say i am proud of who i was, but i can say i am proud of who i am.. everything is a learning process

but damn, i did some funny things

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 11:48 PM ||

Saturday, June 17, 2006


memories come flooding back

mind starts spinning again

i feel like im a kid again

it's not the same, but it's close...

this was what it was supposed to be..

but it's too late... isnt it...

is this good or is this bad

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 3:18 PM ||

Sunday, June 11, 2006


i choked...
the ball... just.... went under me... my glove wasnt down i guess...

anger seems to come in spurts..

i guess im very... easily agitated by ppl who always get the benefit of the doubt...

if we are told not to judge a book by its cover, why do we always do it?
why do ppl with bad reputations get no mulligans?
why do ppl with 'good' reputations get all the mulligans?

the stupidest excuse i ever hear is that "it's only , he means no harm"

EFF THAT

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 9:09 PM ||

Thursday, June 01, 2006


so..... the main question for the past few days has been.....

when should i check my marks....

[exeunt]


posted by jonathan at 8:40 PM ||


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