Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Wednesday, March 30, 2011

"shut up, move on" - charlie sheen


posted by jonathan at 11:18 p.m. ||

Monday, March 28, 2011

i think im having a hard time letting go...

and letting God take over im struggling with mortality...

it's eating me up...


posted by jonathan at 10:31 p.m. ||

im so immature...

when am i gonna grow up?


posted by jonathan at 7:16 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 27, 2011

to go or not to go to cali? i hear travelling for work is garbage.... =s [exeunt]

posted by jonathan at 11:56 p.m. ||

i think i hit mid-life crisis.... or it's a reenactment of quarter-life crisis from 5 years back.... im getting demolished mentally [exeunt]

posted by jonathan at 8:42 p.m. ||

Saturday, March 26, 2011

the mind is so powerful

it can completely destroy the body


posted by jonathan at 2:56 p.m. ||

Friday, March 25, 2011

how do i show jesus' love to someone who doesnt look out for my interest?

i guess i know how it feels now to have someone be selfish towards me

so annoying


posted by jonathan at 2:10 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

looking for: inspiration


posted by jonathan at 10:44 p.m. ||

Monday, March 21, 2011

listening to chinese music always makes me feel like crap

im pretty sure it's cause i dont have life figured out...

im behind the game


posted by jonathan at 9:36 p.m. ||

i talk a lot of rubbish sometimes

and sometimes i go on and on and on

but when it matters the most. my mouth is shut. cause i dont want to make a fool of myself. i end up missing opportunities. afraid to fail

when it matters the most, i hate myself. im everything i hate

fortune favours the bold


posted by jonathan at 2:55 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 19, 2011

i must have the most useless antibodies in the world


posted by jonathan at 5:50 p.m. ||

Friday, March 18, 2011

pat riley is so smooth:

"we were at a Christmas party recently, and he said that he and his wife had been together for 43 years, and she stopped him and said, "No, it's actually only been 42." And he went, "Okay, then I must have just been dreaming about you for one of them." And everybody was like, "Oh, I gotta write that one down.""


posted by jonathan at 8:18 p.m. ||

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

i dont think im very good at handling change... like HUGE changes...

i'll just panic

go into hysteria

probably cry


pounding headaches

i just cant shake whatever i have right now. it's incredibly frustrating.. i havnet felt physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually healthy in a LONG time


posted by jonathan at 11:16 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

i think i find it annoying when ppl tell me things i already know the answer to

for example:

person: you have to take this 2 times a day eh
me: ignore/look at person like he/she is stupid/glare

i come off as quite cold. i know

but i guess i hate being treated like a retard


posted by jonathan at 7:03 p.m. ||

Sunday, March 13, 2011

im so frustrated...

but for no real reason...

just little things build up..

money doesnt mean anything to me.. this idea gets tested more and more and more each day... it helps others way more than me i guess.

many things get lost in translation. but i guess that's ok too. as long as everyone's ok with the outcome

maybe i dont know how to break bad news to ppl. so i try not to at all. just disguise it or just change what i can to make things work. as long as others are happy... who cares what the cost is... but what if the cost is unhappiness?

i guess everything is magnified.. when things are going good, every good thing feels better and better... when things are going bad, every little thing seems worse and worse

an eye for an eye? does everything equal out in the end? if i lose here. do i try to gain back there. even if it means someone will get hurt?

what is the cost of happiness? if there is a cost to happiness, is it really happiness? what is happiness? does someone need to not be happy for someone else to be happy?


posted by jonathan at 6:14 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

i feel like shit, it's so bad
it's not a fad, it's a trend
is this the end? i feel like no one can comprehend
all this pain for the last 4 years
all the sweat and the tears
the near deaths and the fears
it's made me so weary
i almost made it through, nearly
i didnt know pain could be like this
it all started with a kiss
it hurts so much cause i have no recourse
no resource, i have so much remorse
i wanna scream and yell till my voice is hoarse
but i know all this wont change anything, it wont bring you back
you made your choice and it made me whack
i wish i could redo it all over again
i'd never make the same mistakes, i'd never give the guy a chance
i'd knock him out, i'll make sure he never gave you a glance
but all the hurt came to me, not him
i almost got you back, but i hit the rim
i wasnt clutch, i couldnt convince you, you didnt believe
you thought it was way better to leave
and ultimately, how could i blame you?
i was an animal, i didnt know how to treat you right, that much is true
all i have left of you are these scars and ache
i guess thats what they call heartbreak

coincidentally, it's 4 years on the dot. i had no clue till now


posted by jonathan at 5:52 p.m. ||

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