Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

how vince carter does this season will reflect how i will attack life...

oh i hope vince does well


posted by jonathan at 2:51 p.m. ||

ya, im still awake

We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb


question of the day: is it something that i already know?


posted by jonathan at 3:56 a.m. ||

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

why must i be the loser so that everyone else can be the winner...

im sick of losing

i will snap


posted by jonathan at 1:31 a.m. ||

very demoralizing

guess it all comes down to love. need to love myself

is this fate..


question of the day: am i bounded by fate?


posted by jonathan at 1:18 a.m. ||

Monday, October 29, 2007


posted by jonathan at 10:27 a.m. ||

currently reading: soul cravings

who will save your soul?


question of the day: where's the closest gas station?


posted by jonathan at 9:30 a.m. ||

Sunday, October 28, 2007

i dont want this do i..


question of the day: do i want it?


posted by jonathan at 1:46 a.m. ||

Friday, October 26, 2007

What thousands must die so that Caesar may become great.

there's a thousand yous, there's only one of me..


posted by jonathan at 1:04 a.m. ||

Says the Buddha: “He who is in Continuous Hell never dies,
Longevity is a big hardship in Continuous Hell”.

hell lasts a long time doesnt it..


question of the day: why are so many ppl in the library at 12:13am? and why wont they shut the hell up??


posted by jonathan at 12:13 a.m. ||

Thursday, October 25, 2007

death seems like an interesting proposition...

seems easier than hard work


question of the day: does hell choose to end whenever it wants, or at the end of 2007?


posted by jonathan at 2:00 a.m. ||

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

any moment now...

i will snap

and go psycho

im afraid of what i'll do...

im beaten mentally and emotionally


posted by jonathan at 10:01 p.m. ||

taken from devotions.net today:

I kept my faith, even when I said, "I am greatly afflicted" (Psalms 116:10 NRSV Bible)

We have two choices in dealing with the unexpected. We can become bitter, or we can allow the unexpected to enrich our lives. If we choose to allow the unexpected to enrich our lives, then how can we survive the pressure? I believe there is only one thing that can truly help us deal with all of the changes of life--our faith in God.
I would not be the person I am today without my faith in Jesus Christ. I would not have been able to handle all the ups and downs in my life with out God's love working in me. So, we must nurture our faith--no matter how much we have. Whether we have lots of faith or only a tiny bit, we must nurture it. We do this through worship, study, conversations with God, mutual support of one another, by helping those who need us, by giving our time, and by sharing our resources. The greatest growth in my faith has come from experiences of helping other people.

So, we must nurture our faith, which will help carry us through the unexpected twists and turns of life.


question of the day: when will i be able to claim the above?

i feel like im being kicked while im down...

which is funny

cause i fully intended on doing that to someone..


posted by jonathan at 12:49 a.m. ||

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

im at the library right now and i cant study

i want to die

i hate myself

lets be honest


posted by jonathan at 9:56 p.m. ||

my words need to mean something

or else it's just talk


question of the day: do my words mean anything to anyone?


posted by jonathan at 1:52 a.m. ||

Monday, October 22, 2007

i am such a lost and troubled soul

im so sick of failing


posted by jonathan at 3:36 a.m. ||

five foot four
plus he was a fob so i didnt worry more
he had balls cause he had nothing to lose
balls? well i guess i'll have to cut em off

roffles my waffles

my spur of the moment lyrics in place of doing an assignment


question of the day:

does obligation exist?

posted by jonathan at 1:52 a.m. ||

Sunday, October 21, 2007

this world moves fast doesnt it

i wonder if they were all surprised/shocked.. cause.... i wasnt really.. more than 2 years? c'mon.. some stuff, i just shouldnt say.. and i didnt.. har har.. guess everyone moves on their own time


question of the day:

what are ppl apologizing for when they mean everything they did? do they really mean "im sorry that you felt insulted, it's not my fault you're a moron?"


posted by jonathan at 12:54 p.m. ||

Thursday, October 18, 2007

rule #73: no excuses, play like a champion

i played like a loser

and here i am


posted by jonathan at 1:53 a.m. ||

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

i really do hate the business world sometimes...

why do ppl who repeat what i say in class think that they're smart?

you think that by leaving a 5mins gap, that i'll forget that i said that?



posted by jonathan at 5:34 p.m. ||

"You're playing and you think everything is going fine. Then one thing goes wrong. And then another. And another. You try to fight back, but the harder you fight, the deeper you sink. Until you can't move... you can't breathe... because you're in over your head. Like quicksand"


posted by jonathan at 12:51 a.m. ||

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

it's surreal...

you think you know someone, but you dont... they change right in front of your eyes

but when they change, you're not surprised...

in fact, you can anticipate every move they make...

so did i know it all along? or was i just able to adapt and apply quickly?

i expected this

it doesnt surprise me

i can see right through it all


posted by jonathan at 11:33 p.m. ||


it's "we"


posted by jonathan at 4:53 p.m. ||

Monday, October 15, 2007

today is one of those days where i just wanna die

everything is for not it seems

breaking.. breaking... broken


posted by jonathan at 8:27 p.m. ||

Saturday, October 13, 2007

im shattered...

some days, dying doesnt seem so bad

and this is coming from someone who fears death


posted by jonathan at 6:25 p.m. ||

i hate myself today

and yesterday

and tomorrow


posted by jonathan at 1:50 a.m. ||

Friday, October 12, 2007

im a star, how can i not shine?

i wonder if kanye is right or not

im not shining

am i not a star?


posted by jonathan at 5:20 p.m. ||

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

failure is not an option

then why am i so scared of it?

confidence is what's left when cocky is taken away...

what's left?


posted by jonathan at 11:31 p.m. ||

where is my fucking confidence?

let's do this


posted by jonathan at 1:22 a.m. ||

Monday, October 08, 2007

i cant seem to forgive myself or rid myself of things..

i have skeletons in the closet and demons to exorcise

i definitely come with baggage


posted by jonathan at 11:57 p.m. ||

Sunday, October 07, 2007

biggest week of my life

my future will be defined

i need to remember to keep breathing...

scared and excited beyond belief


posted by jonathan at 6:24 p.m. ||

Saturday, October 06, 2007

how can others believe in me when i dunno if i believe in myself?


posted by jonathan at 2:10 a.m. ||

feeling tired

feeling empty

feeling sad

when will this all end


posted by jonathan at 1:12 a.m. ||

Thursday, October 04, 2007



very very interesting


posted by jonathan at 3:59 p.m. ||

kanye > 50

no doubt

and i wonder... if you know... what it means.... what it means...


posted by jonathan at 1:24 p.m. ||

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

darkness cannot drive out darkness. only light can do that
hate cannot drive out hate. only love can do that


posted by jonathan at 12:31 a.m. ||

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

When it feel like livin's harder than dyin'
For me givin' up's way harder than tryin'

you rock kanye


posted by jonathan at 11:58 p.m. ||

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