Logic has no imagination "Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?

"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada

"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant

"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan

only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"

- Nike

"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."

"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight


You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean


And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, March 31, 2008

i went to sleep in a crappy mood

i just woke up in a crappy mood..

it just sucks when everything i worked for can be erased because of 1 stupid term.. so tainted... i feel so dirty and nasty because of this... get this imperfection away...


posted by jonathan at 8:11 a.m. ||

Sunday, March 30, 2008

im a fan of brooke langton


wallflowers - one headlight is a classic song that shows why the 90s were the best


posted by jonathan at 12:30 p.m. ||

Friday, March 28, 2008

im short sighted... not gonna lie

things really suck looking short term sometimes..

i feel like the whole world is partying and didnt invite me


posted by jonathan at 9:33 p.m. ||


i was thinking.. there are butterfaces... like girls with nice bodies but fugly faces.. but are there male equivalents? i cant really think of any...

i think girls have greater extremes.. they can be really hot or friggin fugly... guys are more moderate... alright looking, not that great looking.. but rarely hot or fugly.. or am i totally wrong?

but butterfaces.. there is one pure butterface... i see this guy sometimes when i workout.. and saw him again this morning.. he looks like friggin butterbean, the boxer.. huge jackass that i cant stand.. vanity is thy name butterface.. he works out and keeps staring at his pecs.. im pretty sure thats all he works out.. always staring at the mirror, or at ANY girl walks by, tall/short/fat/thin/fugly/hot.. literally staring.. in a creepy way.. im creeped out and im not even being stared at... if i had to choose anyone at mac to go on a crazy rampage, it would be this guy.. total lunatic. im afraid of his potential for stupidity and craziness


posted by jonathan at 10:12 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

about 3 years ago, i partially tore 3 ligaments in my ankle playing basketball.. i jumped up for the ball and the side of my ankle landed on the opponent's foot... i was out for 3-4 weeks.. during the 3-4 weeks i had the greatest urge to play and it didnt help to see my team lose out there in games we could've won...

i should've been out 6-8 weeks but i didnt know it and i couldnt do it.. i came back and struggled like hell... but it felt so good to play the game.. i missed the game.. even helped the team get to the championship finals.. but we lost.. it was a good run

except, it made my ankle worse.. im still feeling the effects now, 3 years later


i miss the game.. i yearn to play the game again

but this game is harsh.. this could injure me much worse than what happened to my ankle.. it could kill me...

it's like a sick cycle carousel... just goes around and around and around. the opponent is vicious

i'll probably just go in circles and circles and circles

but maybe thats what i want

just to play the game again, regardless of the outcome


i know whats good for me. i know whats bad for me. i know where the line is. but i will cross it whenever i want.

sometimes i just dont care


posted by jonathan at 9:17 p.m. ||

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

wouldnt surprise me if i just broke down and became a mess


posted by jonathan at 11:20 a.m. ||

there's that fag derek fisher again.. ruining a good game with his antics


what goes around comes around


posted by jonathan at 2:40 a.m. ||

i always want to relive yesterday

yesterday can always be better

i dont want to graduate

but i do

but i dont

eff studying

yay freedom


posted by jonathan at 12:40 a.m. ||

i try not to have regrets

but my frosh year was a huge write off

wtf was i doing?

answer: nothing at all

it was a big waste of a year..

my 22 year old self would squash my 18 year old self in a minute

you stupid 18 year old punk


posted by jonathan at 12:14 a.m. ||

Monday, March 24, 2008

why the hell is federer losing to chumps? mardy fish? get out of my face!

why must even the best fall?

this is such bs

EFF dorkovic

that faggot


posted by jonathan at 12:46 a.m. ||

leona lewis...

something about british music artists...


there's family... and then there are relatives

ppl who are relatives are not necessarily family...

ppl who are family are not necessarily relatives...

and sometimes family is family

and relatives are relatives

i found out who's family and who's a relative this weekend


posted by jonathan at 12:09 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

ah.. inspired to blog now


this faggot derek fisher tries to play the good guy. how fucking convenient for him to leave the jazz and sign with, guess who, his old team, the lakers

i've hated him since day 1. when he hit the 0.4 shot. when he cried like a faggot when the lakers lost in the 02-03 playoffs

i cant fucking stand the fags who try to portray a good reputation/persona in public when really they're one of faggoty fags

if you're a fag, act like one. i wont mind

others who are similar:

cristiano ronaldo
phil mickelson
roger clemens
tom brady
ppl at mcmaster
novak dorkovic
will add to the list as more come to mind

who you are will be revealed in your actions

faggots will do what faggots do best


posted by jonathan at 11:08 a.m. ||

i feel obligated to blog.... why? there's no such thing as obligation...

i am far behind on emails... why? cause i procrastinate in everything i do... i can write half an email and then just quit and play scrabble or something..


posted by jonathan at 10:57 a.m. ||

Monday, March 17, 2008

im more productive at school when i sleep less....


any remix of chris brown's with you SUCKS


rediscovering eminem...

they call me superman... leap tall hoes in a single bound, im single now, got no ring on this finger now... la la la la
you dont want that, neither do i, i dont wanna flip when i see you with guys, too much pride, between you and i, not a jealous man, but females lieeeeeeee
saturday through sunday monday.. monday through sunday yo

such an underrated song

i cant be your superman


posted by jonathan at 3:43 a.m. ||

Sunday, March 16, 2008

wow, i JUST found out about edison... a month later... im definitely behind on the times...


this affects me.. im telling myself it wont affect me, but i know it well.. need to block it out


posted by jonathan at 12:31 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 15, 2008

how come other ppl's good news doesnt always make me happy.. instead, sometimes it does the opposite... weird.. and disappointing


how come life isnt always all fun and games?


posted by jonathan at 6:57 p.m. ||

i am a big kerri walsh fan


posted by jonathan at 4:52 p.m. ||

Thursday, March 13, 2008





posted by jonathan at 6:43 p.m. ||

i have a new favourite website: http://www.hotchickswithdouchebags.com/

though the girls arent THAT hot.. but the douchebags are definitely douchebags

i played with a couple of them tonight in ball.

mother eff

im all blogged out after talking to housemates. dont ppl hate complaining about something in person then having to write it out on a blog or vice versa?



posted by jonathan at 2:45 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

so at practice, we did a circuit workout with sprints at the end... x2

so we line up to do sprints... this 1 guy is running and out of energy each sprint.. then on the last one, the coach is telling them to push it, so he picks it up a bit and runs hard... a lot faster than his previous ones...

coach says good job...

but im thinking.... wtf

if you can run that fast at the end, you're not really trying your hardest the first few sprints... you dont improve by going all out at the end and half assing it all the other times.. you improve by going all out all the time...

i dont want to live my life all at the end.. i want to live it all out all the time


posted by jonathan at 1:59 a.m. ||

Monday, March 10, 2008

pissed off

dont bullshit me

passing out


posted by jonathan at 10:00 p.m. ||

i am SO perplexed and so MIND-BOGGLED!

is she cheating on him?

are they not really engaged?

are they two diff ppl?

is she living 2 separate lives?


this makes NO sense

was the engagement broken off, but not told to anyone?

am i IMAGINING all of this?


really really WEIRD


posted by jonathan at 2:46 a.m. ||

i basically went to war today...

came out unscathed...

it was a battle though

in the end, the other team's most unskilled and most skilled player wouldnt shake hands... sore losers...


i dont ever want to be afraid to fail


posted by jonathan at 12:52 a.m. ||

Sunday, March 09, 2008

i just saw titanic for the first time tonight. thank you tbs, i mean peachtree (?!?!?!)

now i see what the big fuss is about.. i still slept through the first 45mins. BOR-ING

kate winslet = win

dicaprio can act despite the haters

and i still cant study. eff


posted by jonathan at 1:46 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 08, 2008

thank you for snowdays..

no more midterm... which meant no more studying

hell, i am a poor student

i never learn do i

FOCUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs... c'monnnnnnnnnnnnnn


posted by jonathan at 3:04 a.m. ||

Thursday, March 06, 2008

so i was supposed to go from my group meeting to a few hours of studying then tai chi....

well.. what happened was... group meeting which led to 10mins of joking.. which led to going to shoot and work on my fts with a group member.. which turned out to be 3 hours of pickup bball.. in.. a raggity tshirt, sweat pants, and shoes that look like i stole them from a bum... and of course, my housemates dragged me out of tai chi.. there goes $4 wasted

and now my ankle hurts. and i'd rather play chess.. and i havent done any studying.. i dont wanna do another allnighter.. eff


posted by jonathan at 7:46 p.m. ||

idiots who know they are idiots and their limitations, arent really idiots are they?

the real idiots are the idiots who dont know that they're idiots.. and they try to be all badass and smart...


i dont show enough dedication

this is halfassness

i dont want to live my life like this

where's the will


posted by jonathan at 2:35 a.m. ||

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

i kinda get upset when ppl try to bullshit me...

kinda insulting...

im a bullshit detector, c'mon...

(arnold voice) c'mon... dont bullshit me..


posted by jonathan at 2:01 a.m. ||

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

whoever is exalted will be humbled... whoever is humbled will be exalted...

thats what it always come down to with me i guess.. have to keep perspective

i am playing like a friggin pansy jackass in all sports these days.. wtf is wrong with me.. pretty pissed...


quarter life crisis at 21...
mid life crisis at 22...

this doesnt bold well for me


posted by jonathan at 2:36 a.m. ||

Sunday, March 02, 2008

well, THIS is pretty bullshit...

politics... AGAIN


posted by jonathan at 11:42 p.m. ||

i have slept 3 of the past 36 hours.. and.. i feel ok... weird


past the 1 year mark.


addicted to chess... again... and rockband... and video games.. and sports.. and... and.. and... anything but school


posted by jonathan at 2:01 a.m. ||

Saturday, March 01, 2008

if i can pull this off, i am the GREATEST


i somehow managed to escape again.. thus i am HOUDINI


just a lucky son of a gun...

or... i wont be able to pull this off

THIS MUCH i know: i just wanna sleep


posted by jonathan at 6:12 a.m. ||

i effin played about 5, 6 games of chess in person yesterday... won 5, and the other was a draw..

played 2 games at once for the first time.. interesting how grandmasters play simuls with 20 ppl

the draw was with a random.. i had the upper hand on pieces, he had the upper hand on position.. and he could've taken me if he was any better.. i made stupid mistakes.. only took the draw because i didnt have all day and he was slow and wanted to socialize with everyone who walked by while flirting with this girl

eff. i hate draws.


posted by jonathan at 1:27 a.m. ||

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