Logic has no imagination
"Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?
"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada
"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant
"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan
"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"
- Nike
"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."
"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams
I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight
[chorus]
You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean
[chorus]
And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, November 03, 2003
hmmm... what's on my mind...
they say eyes reveal the most about ppl... well, look into my eyes, and tell me what you see.. what do you see?? chances are you're wrong.. nobody knows me.. my eyes are stone-cold, they show no emotion.. sometimes i scare myself.. next time you see me, take a good look at my eyes..
do ppl try too hard to be unique these days? i think so.. be yourself pls..
why do ppl like to take the blame all the time? does it make them feel better to think that they're responsible for whatever whatever? do they feel forced to be the 'bigger person' and take the blame? take the blame where blame is due, but.. pls.. dont force it upon yourself
i dont like it when stuff is overrated.. it's so... annoying to hear ppl praising something that's overrated.. like.. it's not important, yet ppl put so much importance into it...
anyways.. a common theme i think bout is FAKENESS... so many ppl are fake, and i see it right through them.. but.. sometimes.. i cant tell ppl they're fake.. cause.. they'll never believe me............. it's all political... EVERYTHING is political
but i'm saying it right now... if YOU (some ppl know, most ppl probably dont) EVER touch me, i will punch you, i dont care if it's in church.. if you have the balls to do it in church, then you deserve it in church.. you are a GRADE A ASSHOLE, i have no doubts bout it? you act like such a good and wise guy to ppl in church.. wow, i wish i could spread propaganda like you do... ASSHOLE
wow... it's nov 4 now, and i'm finished with my 3rd last midterm... 1 next week, and 1 the week after that, then it's exams.. i felt..so.. POWERFUL today.. for some reason... well.. i crammed, and crammed and crammed, and i wasnt prepared for the algebra midterm at all, but God helped me by giving a fair test... after i finished, i had this powerful feeling inside me for some reason... i felt more energetic, more free, more relaxed than ever... then i went to play chess... i have met my match at mac.. he's in 1st year health sci... i was so arrogant going into the 1st game, and i got crushed as i made bout 5 mistakes... 5 too many mistakes for chess.. but i settled down and drew the 2nd game.. then i was tired mentally.. but it was fun to play my 1st real competitive chess game since... since... gr 12 1st semester against this guy at clarkson... i'll look forward to our next game..
but yeh, my mind was so free, i was able to put so many things into perspective.. i cant remember em right now, haha, but i was at peace with myself for a little while... but now, it's back to the way it was... i'm cold-blooded, heartless, and willing to take anybody down who's in my way..
i promise myself i will be the most focussed on school in my life starting now... there's too many things i NEED, not want, to prove to myself and to others........... IT IS TIME
