Logic has no imagination
"Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?
"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada
"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant
"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan
"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"
- Nike
"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."
"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
 
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams
I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight
[chorus]
You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean
[chorus]
And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, February 28, 2011
i am in the mood for a fight with all the weight i've lost the past week, im a light -weight, but wait, i still outweigh this midget by some thirty pounds, plus i'll hound him, i play dirty i wanna knock his teeth out maybe an uppercut, he wont know what this is all about i've been told i just have to change my attitude i cant be bitter, i gotta make the best of it, and show some gratitude that im not in that situation anymore and make em regret it and show how happy i am but im not, well, some days im not, i just wanna bodyslam the guy to smitherines effin rip the guy up like a wolverine
sigh
i just feel like a caged animal in the wild. everyone is out and about. and im trapped
happy to be alive but im finding it difficult to jive in this place cause i feel like crap never eating or drinking anything made in china again, only jap
so many downs the past few days so much anger and a lot of craze it left me dazed and amazed i thought it'd be better if i got tased i hate face, i hate obsession with money, i hate everything chinese the kindness, the ppl, it's all just a tease
so many things i wanted to tell you in the moment but it's just like us, it was only a moment we are never able to gain steam and any moment- -um, all our interactions just become torment i wanted to share all my feelings and experiences cause i felt you could relate and care cause i know the same things that irk me are the same things that make you irate cause me and you, we aint so different we're one and the same, there's no if or was, you should be my current
i know you read this, and yes, im talking about you you're in my head, i've got way too much to chew on, cause im crazy like that im everything i told you i didnt like about you from our chat it was just projection not rejection but you read it wrong you should be here with me in hong kong
i can never travel with these ppl again i'd rather put my brains out on the bowling lane and let it get run over by 12 pound bowling balls everytime they talk to me, i wanna slam my head through a thousand walls of concrete and maybe it'll all just fade away all this ridiculousness will be kept at bay hopefully causeway bay cause i love this place i can spend forever in hk and disappear without a trace