Logic has no imagination
"Failing isn't the end of the world. Quitting is."
- moi?
"At the end of this, no one will remember what you said. But people will remember what you do."
- Arthur Smith, C.E.O. of GS1 Canada
"i want what all men want. i just want it more."
- Kobe Bryant
"Heart is what separates the good from the great"
- Michael Jordan
"Sometimes...
only the struggle makes it worth it...
only the pain makes it sweet...
and only victory is the answer"
- Nike
"When that blood gets riled up, you're still going to see some of what they say is immaturity."
"It's not what you know. It's what you can prove."
-Denzel Washington in Training Day
Lyrics:
Kanye West - I Wonder
Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
[chorus]
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams
I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight
[chorus]
You say he get on your fucking nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
When you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean
[chorus]
And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's primetime
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines
I'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids
You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams
Monday, August 30, 2004
my tank is on empty... if it could be below empty, then it is..
summer is on its last legs... 4 months has passed so quickly.. 1st 2 months were primarily work.. i think i got over my fear of heights on ladders... and i feel like i can dismantle any window in the world.. if i hate someone, i'd go to their house and dismantle every window, hahaha... oh yes, i turned 19 as well.. but i still answer that im 18 at times..
the latter 2 months of summer were primarily softball... and getting healthy.. for some reason i got so sick.. the same kind of dizzyness sickness i had during the Christmas break.. i felt so horrible for a few weeks.. dunno how i lasted.. it really freaked me out for a while.. also was captaining for the first time (and last? haha).. what an experience... i really enjoyed it... it was the only thing that kept me from running spiritually dry this summer... FueL.. haha, funny that this was the name we went with... anyways, i think im sick of softball after playing this season.. maybe i just had too much.. there was this stretch where i played sunday, monday, tuesday,wednesday, saturday and sunday... 6/8 days... i dont think i did much personally.. the other 15 ppl on the team were priority.. i dont recall doing anything other than pitching and talking during practices... our rainy practices, haha... God is good... during practices, the rain and lightning would stop even though it was pouring.. during tourney, the forecast said it was 100% chance of rain, but it didnt until the very end... inexplicable... and i have no clue how we beat the deadlines... well, i do, but it's incredible that it worked out.. i left it all out there this year.. every single last ounce of energy i had.. i dunno if 8 months is sufficient recovery time.. maybe a year off of softball? hmm.. i leave it all out every year, but this year seemed especially tiring..
i'll take heart over skill anyday...
my mind has too many thoughts to type...
2 words sum up this softball season: deja vu (in every single way possible you wouldnt believe it)
i find it incredible that some Christians can claim that they have more love or are more caring than other Christians... especially Christians that they do not know, have not met, or have only seen once... i love these assumptions... it's like these Christians believe they are the best Christians on Earth... how can you just jump to the conclusion that you love God more than anybody else? newsflash: you're not better than anybody else
Christians are a big reason why ppl dont accept Christ... ppl do not see Him in us... how sad
blah, i question my decision making sometimes.. wish there was more time so that i wouldnt have to make a decision... but God comes first.. regardless of whom i have to sacrifice.. or how long i havent seen them.. or how long i wont see them again.. it's only cause of God that we're still friends anyways ^oo^
